Vascular Bundle..?

I've been going through rough times recently... I've been feeling worse and worse and it's been showing... People might think that I'm still happy and fine, but somehow, my insecurities and loneliness have been creeping up on me... I kept them away for so long... I don't know why I'm feeling this way again...

Enough about that... I can't keep on being miserable... it is my job to help people fulfill their dreams even though I myself have lost my own... haha... I'll just keep you guys updated on what I'm up to nowadays when I feel a little bit better...

Merry Christmas ato Akemashite!!!

Unsurprsingly, i managed to break my promise of posting regularly... I really can't do anything about it since I was so busy during the holidays... Anyway, everything has been exciting and happy with the whole clan home... There were the endless 10+ hour sprees of Counter-Strike Source and Starcraft, barhopping and house parties... Cool, eh..?

I think I'm also getting beter with Nihongo... (I know no one cares) It's real fun and when you get the hang of it, you'll find yourself free from anime subtitles and capable of pacyfing your murdurous 10 year old cousins... hehehe...

Other than the family stuff, nothing much has happened... I missed my friends of course... But I'm in the mood to be in a sadistic game... I have stuff in store for them... hehehe... It's payback time...

Well, I guess that's all for now... if you have the time, I advise you to play COunter-Strike Source with a good number of people... It's fun... And for the classic game veterans out there, Starcraft is the game of course... I got myself new strategies which made it fun again... (i still lost though... oneechan is real good i tell you...) hehe... god bless... ^^_