Thursday, January 24, 2008

I shouldn't even be trying...

you look down on me and you make me feel so low...

i'm worth nothing in your eyes and i know that sooner or later, it'll be likewise in my own...

you can be really a jerk sometimes...

i don't really care because it makes me feel human; i know you don't care because it makes you feel human...

but i can't help it...

it's not love, hate, hope or despair...

it's you... and that's something you'll never get...

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

So that i won't forget...

i asked two people some time ago who they consider as friends...

i actually forgot about these already but i found them in my ym archives... ^^

so here:

the first one said that if you want to see who your real friends are, screw your life up...

the second one said that you can't really tell by what they're like or what they do, but what YOU are willing to do for them...

they weren't exactly the answers i expected from the two, but hey, they make sense...

Saturday, January 19, 2008

200 question survey... seryosohin nga natin...

stolen from gene. tignan natin kung seryoso nga to.

Full Name:: Kevin William Serafico Enriquez

Birthday:: September 16, 1989

Birthplace:: Manila

Eye Color:: Dark Brown ata

Hair Color:: Black

Height:: 5'5"

Weight:: 68 kg

Right handed or Left handed?: right.

Your Heritage:: Filipino. proud to be. ^^

My Worst Habit:: gets easily distracted.

Zodiac Sign:: Virgo

Shoe Size:: 8.

Pants Size:: i honestly don't know.

Innie or Outie?:: if i get this one right then in.

Parents Still Together?:: yep.

The Shoes You Wore Today:: camouflage

Your Weakness:: Rain. i hate it.

Your Fears:: fire. burning things. insects.

Your Perfect Pizza:: meat lovers ng pizza hut.

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:: get my life back. get some energy into it as well.

Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: ^^_

Thoughts First Waking Up:: "late na ko sa accounting shit."

Your Best Physical Feature:: lol whut?

Your Bedtime:: 11pm

Your Most Missed Memory:: going out with jo to various places.

MY FAVORITES

Favorite color?:: green, brown.

Food?:: tocino ata.

Sport?:: Arnis!

Animal?:: turtles.

Ice Cream?:: Vanilla yeah.

Candy?:: stork na green yung color haha.

Store?:: di ako shopping guy eh. kung food siguro TGIF.

Salad Dressing?:: yung flesh na di ko laam yung pangalan.

Actor?:: haha. halos wala kong kilala diyan.

Song?:: Nagareboshi.

Letter?:: N

Number?:: 16

Gum?:: wala eh.

Holiday?:: New Year.

Season?:: Tag - araw.

Toothpaste Flavor?:: Minty.

Radio Station?:: Monster Radio.

Perfume?:: Bench Sport.

Scent besides perfume?:: grass.

Body part on the opposite sex?:: hair.

FRIENDS AND LIFE

What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?:: someone doing fun stuff.

How Do You Want To Die?:: sakin nalang to. personal eh.

Turn ons:: matalino, tahimik, kakaiba.

Turn offs:: shallow, maingay, mayabang.

Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You?: this question doesn't even have an answer.

Who's The Loudest?:: Jic.

Who Makes You Laugh The Most?:: Franz.

Who Have You Known The Longest?:: wala akong maisip. sabay sabay ko sila nakilala.

Who's The Shyist?:: Jeff.

When Have You Cried The Most?:: i don't rememeber doing that.

What Is The Best Feeling In The World?:: doing something for others.

Worst Feeling?:: disappointing someone I liked.

Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up?:: April - July Japan; the rest sa Philippines.

If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be?:: i wish i was more aggresive at things.

How Long Do You Think You'll Live?:: up to only when I need to.


FINISH EACH SENTENCE

Let's walk on the:: grass.

Let's look at the:: midnight sun.

What a nice:: tree.

Where did all the:: good people go?

Why can't we:: just all get along.

Silly, little:: human.

Isn't it weird that:: i live while others of more worth die.

Never under any circumstance:: should we give up fighting for the things we really believe in.

I wish:: that all humans can live lives worthy of themselves.

Everyone has a:: an angel looking after them.

I am:: merely a wave in the ocean.

HAVE YOU EVER

Been In Love?:: hanggang ngayon oo.

Been To Juvie?:: di ko lam ano yun.

Mooned Someone?:: no way.

Been Rejected?:: yep.

Ran Away From Home?:: not really.

Pictured Your Crush Naked?:: you guys know me already.

Skipped School?:: of course.

Thought About Suicide?:: nope.

Slept Outside?:: yes. 1. camping. 2. lasing. (sorry na lang sa may ari ng shell sa j.vargas)

Laughed So Hard You Cried?:: lots of times.

Cried In School?:: haha. nung hinila ko yung chair ng classsmate ko nung preschool. umiyak siya tapos umiiyak din ako.

Thrown Up In School?:: di pa naman.

Wanted To Be a Model?:: haha. no.

Cheated On Someone?:: yes.

Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today?:: wala naman. boring saturday.

Seen A Dead Body?:: Yes.

Been Bitched Out?:: asa pa sila.

Drank Alcohol?:: haha. i like.

Smoked?:: yah.

Been On Drugs?:: haha. ayoko illegal drugs. mahal.

Eaten Sushi?:: yep.

Been On Stage?:: yesh. manila children's choir your sa USA.

Gone Skinny Dipping?:: nope.

Shoplifted?:: di eh.

Been Drunk?:: haha.

Been Called A Tease?:: nyek.

Been Beaten Up?:: di eh. lumalabas galit pag kailangan naman.

DO YOU

Swear?:: pag nag computer games lang.

Sing Well?:: nung bata. di na ata ngayon eh. never tried.

Shower Daily?:: yep. ^^

Want To Go To College?:: two or three more years i'll be out of this place.

Want To Get Married?:: di po.

Believe In Yourself?:: slowly getting there.

Get Motion Sickness?:: pag pataas na spirals?

Think You Are Attractive?:: not really.

Get Along With Your Parents?:: most of the time.

Like Thunderstorms?:: okay lang basta walang rain.

Play An Instrument?:: of course i do.

Own An IPOD?:: No.

Pray?:: i still do.

Go To Church?:: every week. i have a lot of things to be grateful for.

Sleep With Stuffed Animals?:: nawala na si denny eh.

Keep A Journal/Diary?:: yung blogspot ko dati.

Dance In The Rain?:: run run.

Sing In The Shower?:: haha. no. naka speakers yung phone ko mula sa kwarto ko. (may cr ako eh.)

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke?:: Pepsi.

McDonald's or Burger King?:: Burger King.

Single or Group Dates?:: Single please.

Chocolate or Vanilla?:: Vanilla. ^^

Strawberries or Blueberries?:: Blueberries

Meat or Veggies?:: Meat

TV or Movie?:: Movies. i don't do either much though.

Guitar or Drums?:: Drums.

Adidas or Nike?:: adidas na siguro.

Chinese or Mexican?:: Chinese

Cheerios or Corn Flakes?:: cornflakes. ^^

Cake or Pie?:: di ko gets pano ko kukunin tong question na to.

MTV or VH1?:: Myx din.

Blind or Deaf?:: deaf. i appreciate colors.

Boxers or Briefs?:: briefs.

CAN YOU

Do The Splits?:: onti nalang.

Write With Both Hands?:: di sabay pero kaya sa left din na medyo pangit.

Whistle?:: nope.

Blow A Bubble?:: anong klaseng bubble.

Roll Your Tongue In A Circle?:: why yes i can.

Cross Your Eyes?:: masakit eh.

Walk With Your Toes Curled?:: masakit din.

Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose?:: nope. meron bang taong nakakgawa nun?

Dance?:: pag lasing.

Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry?:: sensitive stomach so no.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

You Touched:: my mom.

You Talked To On The Phone:: Pami.

You Instant Messaged:: Gene.

You Hugged:: Kim.

You Yelled At:: my brother. ayaw niya i close yung door.

You Played A Sport With:: my teammates.

WHAT'S THE LAST

Time You Laughed?:: playing starcraft with my brother. firebat drop.

Time You Cried?:: can't remember.

Movie You Watched?:: can't remember either.

Flavor Of Gum You Chewed?:: i don't eat gum.

Joke You Told?:: does finding a new word for magi's boobage count as a joke?

Song You've Sung?:: Road of Major - Kokoro he.

RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT

Where Are You?:: My room.

What Can You See Out Your Window?:: garden.

Are You Listening To Music?:: yep.

What Are You Wearing?:: shirt and shorts.

What's On Your Mousepad?:: it's blank.

BELIEFS

Do you believe there is life on other planets?:: maybe there is. don't know.

Do you believe in miracles?:: yes. not the kind most people think about though.

Magic?:: see above.

Love at first sight?:: di rin eh.

God?:: Yes.

Satan?:: Yes.

Ghosts?:: Ibang klaseng ghosts. yung mga nagsasalita sa loob ng utak ko.

Santa?:: yung buhay na santa nga.

Evolution?:: yep.

IN A BOY...

Fav Eye Color:: XXX

Fav Hair Color:: XXX

Short or Long Hair:: XXX

Height:: XXX

Weight:: XXX

Best Clothing Style:: sakin nalang kasi to.

RANDOM

What Country Would You Most Like To Visit?:: the netherlands.

Number Of CD's I Own:: can't count.

Your Good Luck Charm:: nawala na eh.

How many pillows do you sleep with?:: two.

Do you drink milk?:: every morning.

Person You Hate Most:: usually the perosn i like the most.

Most Outdated Phrase:: ewan.

Do you think God has a gender?:: Not really.

Where do you think we go when we die?:: Wherever they want to.

How many rings until you answer the phone?:: wala gumagamit ng phone dito eh.

What is something scientists need to invent?:: something to make people happy.

Are you a health freak?:: di eh.

Are you a virgin?:: haha.

If you could travel into space, where would you go?:: yoko umalis ng earth. hanggang orbit lang siguro.

What is the worst weather?:: High humidity, insane heat. < i agree.

Did you play with Barbies as a child?: di eh. starcraft na ko namulat sa fun things after books.

How many grades have you failed?: as in school year? wala naman. accelerant eh.

Friday, January 11, 2008

100 things you want to know bla bla...

taken from kara...


001. Real name: Kevin William Serafico Enriquez
002. Nickname: Nikhe
003. Married: ... not...
004. Zodiac Sign: Virgo...
005. Male or female: male...
006. Age: 18...
007. Highschool: Lourdes School of Mandaluyong...
008. College: Ateneo de Manila University...
009. Location: Pasig...
010. Hair color: black...
011. Hair length: spiky...
012. Smoke: minsan...
013. Drink: uhuh...
014. Availability: ... sad...
015. Are you a health freak: i wish...
016. Height: 5'5"
017. Do you have a crush on someone? yep... ^^_
018. Do you like yourself?: nope...
019. Piercings: nope... sabi ng mga tao no eh...
020. Tattoos: none...
021. Hand of Preference: right

FIRSTS:
022. First surgery: uuh, that one...
023. First piercing: i don't ahve nay...
024. First best friend: marione from MCC...
025. First award: i don't even remember anything...
027. First pet: turtle...
028. First vacation: i dunno... probably some beach...
029. First concert: barbie's cradle concert in LSM...
030. First crush: uuh... can't really remember...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: nothing...
050. Drinking: bacchus... ^^_
052. I’m about to: go to theo...
053. Listening to: RX 93.1 on my cell...

FAVORITES:
054. Food: tocino...
055. Drinks: iced tea i suppose...
056. Color: green and brown...
057. Numbers: 16!!! ^^_

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids: nah...
059. Want to get married: i doubt i will...
060. Careers in mind: uuh, some bum business job...

WHICH IS BETTER?:
068. Lips or eyes: eyes... ^^
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs..!
070. Shorter or taller: shorter... hehe... or somewhere in between...
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous i guess...
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: i'll go for arms...
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive... D:
075. Hook-up or relationship: ewan, either...
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant...

HAVE YOU EVER:
078. Kissed a stranger: define stranger...
079. Drank bubbles: i don't get this...
080. Lost glasses/contacts: i don't even wear any...
081. Ran away from home: nah...
082. Liked someone younger: hell yeah...
083. Older: ^^_ of course...
084. Broken someone’s heart: asa pa ko...
085. Been arrested: hehe... di naman...
086. Turned someone down: yes...
087. Cried when someone died: not yet...
088. Liked a friend: malamang...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: hell no...
090. Miracles: yeah...
091. Love at first sight: nope...
092. Heaven: yesh...
093. Santa Claus: when he was still alive...
094. Sex on the first date: di eh... pangit...
095. The more you hate, the more you love: syempre...
096. Angels: yea...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now? yes... as in...
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time? asa nanaman ako...
099. Do you believe in God? yes...
100. Post as 100 truths You Wanna Know About (your name) - okay!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

What Nikhe Means...

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

more lies... lies lies lies...

What Nikhe Means
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

A very weird and funny day...

i'll remember this day... haha... too many weird things...

since i'm too tired to put it all in narrative form, here's a list:

1. i went into mini-stop for a hotdog sandwhich with ralpo... stupid thing that i asked the staffman: "Kuya, meron kang hotdog..?" Since there were around five people in that small ministop, everyone looked at me and started laughing... //shame

2. we went to mantrade to get ralpo's car... when we got there, we realized that we forgot ralpo's gate pass (car release) at his house in katipunan... hassle... anyway, we went back to katipunan to get it and rushed back before closing time... total taxi fare: php700... haha...

3. i saw ralpo climb down three flights of stairs in like 5 seconds... was really shocking... haha... heard his "footsteps" from like 50 meters away outside the complex... haha... freaky exhibition all thanks to going after the closing time of the mantrade nissan branch...

4. spent four hours playing Wii and Frozen Throne with ralpo, tommie, franz and jic instead of doing our MIS101 groupwork... instead, we ended up doing nothing... haha... went to Teriyaki Boy for late lunch tho...

5. left tommie in the middle of nowhere... (sorry tommie, hope you got a taxi) haha... we missed his drop off point and then yeah, we just left him there...

6. jic beat me in Wii boxing... // more shame, wth...

7. haha... practically spent like 4 hours going around metro manila twice... haha...

fun day, yay....

Thursday, January 03, 2008

hindi kita maintindihan...

kaya ko naman na maging seryoso, sabihin mo lang sakin kung gusto mo...

hindi kita maintindihan...

kaya ko naman maging sersoyo, sabihin mo lang kung gusto mo...