Just a few more hours before 2009...

well, i still can't decide whether this year was a bad one or a good one...

what i can tell though, is that lots of both happened...

i've lost a lot of things, some of which were very dear to me...

but i also gained a lot in return, which i hope i can use to become a better person...

still, a lot of my demons continue to haunt me...

but then, i know they're always gonna be there so what the hell...

i'm just gonna try and make the best out of the coming year...

thanks to everyone for the year!!! haha

and special thanks to three guys there. haha. =P

I hate my stitches || I suck at shopping

I. I can barely open my mouth and the stitches are annoying me to no end...

This is more trouble than i thought. 

Dreading the time when i have to do this again in the summer...

II. On a lighter note, i finally managed to shop for clothes...

I usually end up with nothing in my hands when i go shopping because of the "no green rule"...

Dropping it surely made my work easier.

haha. have to thank my mom lots though. She's a better fashion person than anyone in the family.

Christmas Post!!! =D

I. Gifts and thank you's. ^^_

II. Family Starcraft. =D

III. Random. D:

I. Hahaha. not a bad haul this year. While i realy don't think gifts are that important for christmas, i still thank everyone lol. it's still way fun. =D

Haul: canned boxers, shirts (lots =D everyone keeps giving me shirts), sexy man cardboard box, room signs, small squishy thing with tentacles, money (lots too ^^_),  jacket, sidebag, chocolates (>___>), lotsa chocolate lollipops, small bag, CD's, and a blu-ray movie disk (i don't have a player -___-), and others. hahaha.

II. One thing i really like about christmas gatherings is that most of the family (from my younger tito's and under) are gamers. well, not gamers in the sense that they play real lots, but at least everyone knows to play the family game: Starcraft!

hehe. i missed our 8 player free for alls and other games. (i got beaten up by a probe rush when i was still a beginner by my tito. =D) fun still, even if the gathering's a bit smaller this year...

III. I MISS YOU GODDAMNIT!!!! ^___________^

-__- : My mind is my battlefield and sanctuary...

i asked myself whether i lost or won...

but i realized that was wrong.

the battle's not even over yet.

those...

for those we never bother to listen to,

those who try to hear the beating of our own hearts.

for those we never say goodbye to,

those whose eyes are always on us as we walk out of the door.

for those we never bother to say hello to,

those who whisper goodbye to us with eyes to the floor.

for those we barely give a damn about,

those who couldn't bear to see pain on our faces.

let us at least thank ourselves.

My mind is both by battlefield and my sanctuary...

My mind is both by battlefield and my sanctuary...

however, i'm now at a point where i can't really determine...

whether i've won the day's battle...

or if i've lost the last few things that have been keeping me sane.

best night ever.

dining with you

under the bright, full moon

of a cold and windy naga night,

in an open cafe

along the street

filled with trees and

lit up only by Christmas lights.

best night ever.

no title.

Once, i thought that the point of studying languages was to be able to say something like "i love you" in a hundred different ways.

Now, i realize that the point is to actually know that all the words in the world are never really enough to say some things.

no title...

i've always thought that the beauty in studying languages

could be found in being able to say "i love you" in a thousand different ways.

but then when it all comes down to it, one will realize that the point

was to know that words alone are never enough.

no title...

i've always thought that the beauty in studying languages

could be found in being able to say "i love you" in a thousand different ways.

but then when it all comes down to it, one will realize that the point

was to know that words alone are never enough.

I do not have a heart.

I do not have a heart.

But I think I love better without it.

'cause I will give everything,

not just stupid piece of crap.

haha. o_O

Sam Didier:
Yeah we did all drawn inspiration from some of the giant walking robots and tripods but if you notice our Colossus has four legs, not three. So our tripod is way better then everyone elses because we have one more leg. Take it!

FAIL PROPOSITION FAILS.

The sentence below is true.

The sentence above is false.

Proposition fails. Discrete math is fun. =D

Second Semester Subjects

Weather here is awesome nowadays. hehe. it gets too cold when it rains though.

Discrete Mathematics: =D fun, but weird.

Cristology: O___O god help me.

Environmental Science: it's just okay, but the teletubby teacher (nature fairy princess) is funny though.

History of Rizal: we haven't started yet. >__>

Database Management Systems I: is quite fun, especially with the teacher.

Philosophy I in Bikol: seriously, i feel like the most stupid person in class.

Oral Communications: oral comm and yet we don't even talk in class. >_<

on a more serious note: if someone has notes on Christology, DBMS's, or Philosophy of the Human person, can I borrow them? pleeease... =D

Second Semester Subjects

Weather here is awesome nowadays. hehe. it gets too cold when it rains though.

Discrete Mathematics: =D fun, but weird.

Cristology: O___O god help me.

Environmental Science: it's just okay, but the teletubby teacher (nature fairy princess) is funny though.

History of Rizal: we haven't started yet. >__>

Database Management Systems I: is quite fun, especially with the teacher.

Philosophy I in Bikol: seriously, i feel like the most stupid person in class.

Oral Communications: oral comm and yet we don't even talk in class. >_<

on a more serious note: if someone has notes on Christology, DBMS's, or Philosophy of the Human person, can I borrow them? pleeease... =D

yeah...

Love of Siam...

Best movie in a while.=D

Now I have to get it out of my head. >_>

Seriously... WHY? WHY OH WHY? O____O

CRAP CRAP CRAP... O_O

Philosophy of the Human Person I in Bicol...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Bakit di ko nakita yung "in Bicol" nung enlistment!?!?!?! O_O

PISSED OFF X INFINTY.

I GOT A FRIDAY CLASS GAH.

boredom

Yes, i'm this bored. I'm replaying the whole original and broodwar campaigns... >__>

DuGalle: "This is Admiral DuGalle. I am giving you one last chance to surrender your forces, and
submit to the sovereign authority of the United Earth Directorate."
Infested Kerrigan: "Gee, that's a tough one, Admiral. You'll have let me think for a minute... You know, Admiral, I think I'll just massacre your remaining troops now and watch you die in agony. How would that be?"
Gerard DuGalle: "You vastly underestimate me, my dear."
Infested Kerrigan: "I don't think so, Admiral. You see, at this point... I'm pretty much the Queen Bitch of the Universe. And not all of your little soldiers or space ships will stand in my way again."

Starcraft 2 thingy.

http://starfeeder.gameriot.com/blogs/The-Starfeed/StarCraft-2-to-be-a-Trilogy-Terran-Zerg-and-Protoss-Campaigns/

I dunno if i should be happy or mad...

either way, watch the videos after the article, both the cinematic and the cartoon.

someone please volunteer =D

i need someone who's willing to read my stories for me and critique them.

i can't post most of the stories as they're... well, private?

anyway, i'll give free choco muchos to the person who agrees to do it. =D

Robot Sex is bad

Robot Sex is bad

In the somewhat near future, there was a couple whose marriage was the envy of all other couples. The husband, a scientist, worked hard and loved his wife so much. The wife was as beautiful and intelligent as any woman that a man could ask for. Together, they lived in a big house together with their weird kid and a robot manservant.

All was well until one night the husband came home from work and heard loud piston like noises coming from the upstairs bedroom. Thinking something was wrong, he quickly went up only to find his wife and robot having sex in their bedroom. The husband, now a mad scientist, violently destroyed the robot and then proceeded to beat his wife senseless.

When he had finally knocked her out cold, he thought about how long this affair must have been. He then remembered their kid. He is a product of this, he thought, for the kid had grown up impersonating the robot and having fun with it too. He then went to the kid’s bedroom and killed the child in his sleep.

But he was a mad mad scientist, and he couldn’t stop there. He then tied up his wife and removed her to his laboratory. There, he experimented on her, sewing together machine and flesh while her cries and howls broke the night’s silence for several days. Their neighbors explained this away by thinking that they were simply having some fun in the house.

After a couple of weeks, he finally decided to throw her out. Before finally pushing her broken body out of the door, he told her that he also killed their “illegitimate” child. She became angry, but she no longer had the strength to even shout back and immediately passed out.

She woke up the next day in a derelict shack in the outskirts of town. After a few moments she suddenly remembered everything and anger welled up inside her. She wanted her revenge against her husband, for killing the robot and throwing her out, and the kid too, she remembered.

She spent the next few years building a time machine so that she could go back in time to kill her husband and to get what was hers. She then put a big diamond on top of the machine to power it. Once it was finished, she hopped in and turned it on. Within seconds, she was back right before her husband was about to destroy her beloved robot. She ran towards them but it was too late, her husband had just finished hammering the manservant. In her anger, she beat up her husband into a much worse state than what he left her in. Ultimately, she ended up killing him. She thought it a waste, for she wanted to experiment on him too.

Still, she knew there was something left to save. Her child was still upstairs, and it was all she had left. Then something weird happened; she suddenly felt different. A sudden hate, an urge to kill sprang up inside her: she wanted to kill the kid too. What’s the point anyway? She did not care for the kid. She loved the robot more. And so she went downstairs to kill the kid.

She then took all of their valuables and went back to the future and their bought a whole harem of robots. She died a year later due to rust poisoning.

i know i promised i won't be doing these things anymore but...

Stolen from Gene.

200) My middle name is:
- Serafico

199) I was born in:
- Tondo, Manila

198) I am really:
- bored and tired and I want to go home.

197) My phone is:
- SE k800i. i think. >_>

196) My eye color is:
- dark-ish brown.

194) My ring size is:
- i don't know.

193) My height is:
- 5'5".

192) I am allergic to:
- chlorine things.

191) I was born on:
- kugatsu jyuurokunichi. (i think i got that right)

190) I am annoyed by:
- self centeredness and

189) Last book you read?
- Broken Sky book 4 by Chris Wooding

188) My bed is:
- dirty and needs some washing.

179) my favorite Holiday is:
- new year. everyone's home.

177) The last three cds i bought were:
- Age of Empires III: Asian Dynasties i think.

175) Are you living at home?:
- Half the time. Living in a dorm at naga most of the time.

174) Do you have any siblings?
- Yup.

173) What did you do yesterday?
- got down from the bus and went straight to school. after that it's mostly sleeping.

::I Do /Do Not Believe In:::

142)Love at first sight?
- No. That wouldn't be love.

141) Luck?
- luck is merely the by-product of preparation, and circumstances brought about by people and the environment.

140) Fate?
- is now when it becomes later. o_O

139) Yourself?
- Pretty much yeah. Those previous periods of adolescent uselessness are over.

138) Aliens?:
- Yes. Ants are in my room.

137) Heaven?:
- Yeah, but probably not the same one that you might believe in.

134) Horoscopes?:
- Definitely not.

135) Soulmates?
- No.


:::Which is Better?::

129) Hugs or Kisses?
- Hugs.

127) Phone or online?
- Online. You can do more things on it.

125) Blondes or Brunettes?
- Neither.

124) Hot or cold?:
- Cold weather, hot others.

123) Summer or winter?
- i'm a windy person.

121) Chocolate or vanilla?
- Vanilla. =D

120) Night or Day?
- Night. It's much more fun to be nocturnal.

119) Oranges or Apples?:
- Apples.

118) Curly or Straight hair:?:
- Any would do.


:::Here's What I Think About:::

116) Abortion:
- "It's a child, not a choice." The parents made their choice when they chose to fornicate with each other. >_<

115) Backstabbers:
- stupid, immature and cowardly; sometimes inevitable though.

114) Parents:
- i like mine, dunno what you guys feel about yours.


:::Last time I:::

100) Called someone?:
- my dad before he left for vietnam yesterday.

101) Saw someone?
- what kind of seeing? o_O


QUESTIONS ::

90) Who is the ditziest person you know?
- i don't know what ditzy means.

89) Who makes you laugh the most?
- uh, teammates, i guess.

88) Last movie you watched?
- Babylon A.D. (what's with the ending? O_O)

82) What I don't understand is:
- why i still suck at drawing no matter how hard i practice. >_>

80) The most unsatisfying answer I've ever received is:
- mmm...

76) Something I will really miss when I leave home is?
- the people? or probably my room.

75) The thing I'm looking forward to ?
- going home and spending 9 days, 3 birthdays and multiple training sessions there.

74) Things that make you mad...
- people who refuse to listen.

73) Tomorrow?
- i have three tests.

72) Today:
- is quite interesting but annoyingly annoying.

71) Next Summer:
- i'll probably be doing an OJT-like thing or some project.

70) This Weekend:
- was fun, since i got to see a lot of people i haven't seen in a while.

67) People call me:
- nikhe, kevin, william, nek... uuh, kennoid. O_O

62) The person(s) who knows the most about me is:
- myself. people don't get me that much. or at least that's how i feel.

60) The most difficult thing to do is:
- not to be able to say thank you or sorry to the people who deserve it.

59) I have gotten a speeding ticket:
- never. >_> i don't even have a car yet.

58) The first person I talked to today was:
- Ace.

54) First time you had a crush:
- i really can't remember. first year high school, probably.

53) The one person who I can't hide things from?
- if i trust someone, i tend to tell them a lot of things that i usually don't tell other people.

52) Last time someone said something you were thinking:
- a while ago. someone was hiding from both of us and we wanted to do the same thing to that person.

51) Right now I am talking to:
- no one in particular in YM.

50) Your dream job?
- something not time consuming so i can pursue other interests.

49) First job?:
- i'm still in school. Do non official jobs count?

48) Current job?:
- student. =D

47) I have these pets:
- i still ahve the fish at home. dunno if the dog is still alive.

46) I wish:
- i could train more often.

44) The person that makes me cry the most is:
- i'd rather not tell?

43) Best sound in the world?
- i dunno how to express it in letters. >_>

42) What makes you happy?
- a lot of things.

36) Which Golden Girl would you be?
- what the hell is a golden girl?

35) Myspace or Facebook:
- facebook. myspace is... annoying.

34) Mexican food or Chinese?
- chinese. not a fan of mexican food.

32) My favorite color is:
- Green and brown.

31) School attending:
- Ateneo de Naga. just got kicked out from the other one. >_<

29) My computer is:
- sucky for gaming. i want a new one.

28) Favorite food:
- right now i'm in the mood for teriyaki burgers. =D

27) Last person I got mad at?:
- Long. people who carelessly spread viruses suck. (especially those that somehow get past your security.)

26) Person you secretly crush:
- i usually tell so it isn't a secret.

25) Favorite place:
- My room. Or the garden maybe.

24) Favorite song:
- Right now? Home Made Kazoku: No Rain, No Rainbow.

23) Paper or plastic?:
- depends on what are you gonna use it for.

22) The all-time best movie(s) is:
- first of all, i'm not a movie person. second, i can't decide.

21) The all-time best feeling in the world is:
- being focused and doing something you want to the way you want to.

19) What color is your hairbrush:?
- like i need a hairbrush...

18) Favorite shoes:
- uh, the vans one is the comfiest.

16) What do you hate the most?:
- forgetting the promises i make.

15) Color of your room?:
- green, brown, purple, white. =D

14) TV channels you watch?
- i don't watch tv much.

13) Best Feature in the opposite sex?
- uuh, hair or eyes.

12) Best feature in you:
- hmmm. i'd go for tongue. don't ask why.

11) The worst pain I was ever in:
- can't remember much in the past but recently was when someone hit me at the back of the head with a stick.

9) Favorite TV Show:
- i really don't watch TV. >__<

8) My favorite celebrity:
- i don't even know their names.

6) Greatest Fear:
- material thing: insects. otherwise: not telling.

***bakit wala ang 4 & 5***

3) Who broke your heart?:
- uh, a couple of people. really don't care about that.

2)How many friends do you have?
- i dunno. if it was up to me, lots. i dunno what other people think lol.

1) biggest regret?
- That it took a big crisis and me losing important things before i realized how badly i was living my life.=D

even bad days can end right...

I. indeed, it's hard to see things that you're not looking for. However, why is it that I can now see when I'm no longer looking? That's just weird.

II. 今僕の心にきらやか虹がかかる。きっとやまない雨なんてない。- maybe. i'm not the one who said that.

star wars, shopping and art class

I. Star Wars: Clone Wars isn't so bad. It was actually good, but just not super good.

pros: good fight scenes, quite humorous (i love the droids and troops)
cons: jedi fight scenes are a bit boring, wish they'd just use better models

II. The thing about shopping for clothes is that every time i go to the mall, i decide to not buy anything green or brown. This really fails since no matter what i choose, i get stressed and i end up going back home with nothing.

III. What comes to your mind when you hear the words "conviction" or "paninindigan". I'm supposed to make a wallpaper about it, so if you guys have anything interesting, please tell me. =D

tagged by matmat. ^^_

[X] PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN TAGGED MUST WRITE THEIR ANSWERS ON THEIR BLOGS & REPLACE ANY QUESTION THEY DISLIKE WITH A NEW QUESTION FORMULATED BY THEMSELVES. TAG 7 [:))] PEOPLE. THOSE WHO ARE TAGGED CANNOT REFUSE.

[x] These 7 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 7 other people.

QUESTIONS

1. IF YOUR LOVER BETRAYED YOU, WHAT WILL YOUR REACTION BE?

uh, depende sa person i'll either commit murder or find it awesome.

2. clouds or cotton candy? why?

clouds. i don't like sweet things that much.

3. ONE thing unique about u?

let's get together and you might find out. =D

4. HAD ANY CHOCOLATES TODAY?

uhuh. =D white chocolate choco mucho. =D

5. THE ONE POSITIVE THING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?

i got to talk to a person i really care about.

6. TRUTH OR DARE?

dare. i don't think may lalabas pa sa truth.

7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE LOVED BY THAT ONE SPECIAL PERSON OR BE LIKED BY EVERYONE ELSE?

i think i'd go for the special person.

8. IF THE PERSON YOU SECRETLY LIKE IS ALREADY ATTACHED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

nothing. i'll probably wait or do something else.

9. WHAT'S THE STUPIDEST THING THAT YOU'VE DONE RECENTly?

ate too much cheetos. =D

10. WHAT DO YOU WANT MOST IN LIFE?

do something significant: the compromise.

11. HOW DO YOU KNOW THE ONE WHO TAGGED YOU?

crush ko daw (according to him o_O)... di kasi eh. >_<

12. IF YOU FIND OUT THAT YOUR BEST FRIEND IS GOING OUT WITH YOUR BF/GF, HOW WOULD YOU REACT?

awesome. ^^_

13. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?

nope. i leave the music playing though.

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE GUY WHO STARTED THIS WHOLE TAGGING THING?

probably dead bored or something.

15. HOW LATE DO YOU STAY UP AT NIGHt?

depends. no work: 12m; work: 1-2am; other activities: 2-3am.

16. HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE IN LOVE?

i really don't know.

17. WOULD YOU GIVE YOUR ALL IN A RELATIONSHIP?

i would, if that person deserves it.

18. WHAT WOULD YoU MOST PROBABLY HAVE DONE IF YOU HADN'T ANSWERED THIS?

playing AoEIII:AD

19. WHAT TYPE OF FRIENDS DO YOU LIKE?

interesting ones. i don't really choose much though. everyone's a friend.

20. IF YOU PLAYED A PRANK ON SOMEONE, AND S/HE FELL FOR THE TRICK, WHAT WILL YOU DO?

say sorry if i feel guilty.

tagged people are:

bjorn, byrone, bernie, franz, ian, howie and jason. =D

balance.

"The Balance is the even distribution of Light and Dark. Its essence is most significant to Sanctuary, but it goes beyond, to all of creation. A world where Dark rules would burn itself up. A world where Light commands would eventually stagnate. If either gained enough control of Sanctuary so that the other could not match it again, then that would be the end of all
things…"

- p. 130, Diablo: Scales of the Serpent by Richard Knaak

i know that it's from a work of fiction, but when you think about it, it is applicable in the real world.

as cruel as it may sound, it is impossible for everyone to be happy, to live a good life; someone will always have to wallow in poverty for others to prosper.

if everyone was happy, few would strive for change; if things stop changing, they might as well be dead.

societies that become too comfortable and jaded in their might and prosperity will sooner or later decay in more ways than one.

and it keeps on going on like that...

choices...

would you give up your mind or would you rather give up your heart?

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art class is making me weird.

Godhood quiz thingy. quite fun, actually...

the test questions are somewhat interesting, especially later on...

take the quiz here: http://www.okcupid.com/tests/the-ohmigod-test
(the "get started" button is at the bottom. =D)

Athena - Goddess of War and Wisdom

(picture was too big, i took it out... =D)

67% Goodness, 44% Vengeful, 44% Lawful and 56% benevolence.

The favorite child of Zeus, Athena sprung fully grown out of her father's head. There's some confusion about how all this came about but the short version and accepted story is that when Zeus first wife became pregnant Zeus swallowed her. In her captured state she began to make a robe and helmet for her soon to be born daughter. The hammering of the helmet caused Zeus great pain in the form of a migraine headache. His son Hephaestus ran to his father and cracked open his skull and from it emerged Athena, fully grown and wearing her new armor. Having been born of gods and infused with Zeus's power a second time made Athena one of the most powerful gods on Earth proving that it's not just a mans place on the battlefield. In acts of war, women are equal if not more cruel and it's thanks to her that we all recognize this. (Or did for a while) Her followers built the city of Athens for her and she's been receiving nods of recognition ever since. Her following has dwindled in recent centuries because people don't often bring wisdom into battle with them. Preferring instead the more "in your face" approach of Mars. However those who want to actually win a war and bring back some living troops might want to start sending a few prayers her way and build a temple or two. Her followers believe in Wisdom, War and Equality

Comic...

http://www.phdcomics.com/comics/archive/phd103003s.gif

i just found it funny...

Anti-Rape Law of 1997

taken from http://jlp-law.com/blog/anti-rape-law-1997-republic-act-8353

this is only a part and is incomplete. brought up in relation to a debate on non-female rape cases and the subic rape case.

3. Fourth mode of committing rape. - Prior to 1997, rape is considered committed by having carnal knowledge of a woman: (1) by using force or intimidation; (2) when the woman is deprived of reason or otherwise unconscious; or (3) when the woman is under twelve years of age or is demented. The new law added a fourth mode of committing rape on a woman – by fraudulent machination or grave abuse of authority.

4. Rape may now be committed against men, not only against women. Rape is committed by “any person who xxx shall commit an act of sexual assault by inserting his penis into another person’s mouth or anal orifice, or any instrument or object, into the genital or anal orifice of another person.”

5. Rape now includes acts other than penile penetration of the vaginal orifice. The provision quoted above means that, among other things, a woman may now be charged of raping another woman.

6. On statutory rape. - The new law provides that statutory rape may be committed even though none of the three other modes are present. RA 8353 provides that rape is committed by “a man who shall have carnal knowledge of a woman under any of the following circumstances:

a) Through force, threat, or intimidation;
b) When the offended party is deprived of reason or otherwise unconscious;
c) By means of fraudulent machination or grave abuse of authority; and
d) When the offended party is under twelve (12) years of age or is demented, even though none of the circumstances mentioned above be present.”

7. Kind of resistance and proof. Any physical overt act manifesting resistance against the rape in any degree from the victim is admissible as evidence of lack of consent. Tenacious resistance, however, is not required. Neither is a determined and persistent physical struggle on the part of the victim necessary. In drafting the new law, the legislators agreed that Article 266-D is intended to “soften the jurisprudence of the 1970’s” when resistance to rape was required to be tenacious. The lawmakers took note of the fact that rape victims cannot mount a physical struggle in cases where they were gripped by overpowering fear or subjugated by moral authority. Article 266-D tempered the case law requirement of physical struggle by the victim with the victim’s fear of the rapist or incapacity to give valid consent. Thus, the law now provides that resistance may be proved by any physical overt act in any degree from the offended party (People vs. Dulay).

some stuff... I, II, III

I. Things to do for this week:

Monday: enroll my brother. my mom left him to me, so yeah. hassle.
Tuesday - Wednesday: naga. i'll enroll myself and arrange my accommodations for the coming school year.
Thursday - Friday: get a driver's license, fix bank stuff (i broke and then lost my atm card) and other papers. i'm confused about the paper things.

II. Alam kong medyo mahirap ako pakisamahan nowadays so sorry to those concerned. I've been having mood swing - like things recently. One moment i'm unreasonably happy and the next you'll find me sulking in the corner. I know it's weird, but i'm working on it. ^^_ it'll pass away in time, just like before.

III. Stay Awake from All Time Low. I can't find a music vid so just listen to the audio. Really nice song. It fits my current mood.



i haven't posted anything that really has sense in a long time... will make up for it soon...

jokes?

taken from arkhe... ^^_

nakatutuwa yung iba...

mga banat:

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Binata: ale, liligawan ko po ang anak nyo
Ale: wag muna, nag-aaral pa siya
Binata: Sige po kapag uwian na lang nila!!! :)

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Boy to his crush

Boy: alam mo ba hindi tayo tao hindi rin tayo hayop??
Girl: huh?? eh ano tayo??
Boy: BAGAY tayo...

Naks hahahaha....

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Pedro: ang galing ng lolo ko hindi nag-uulam tuwing almusal!!!
Juan: ano ba yang lolo mo!!! lolo ko gatas lang ang almusal!!!
Totoy: ano ba yang mga lolo nyo?? mga patay gutom!!! lolo ko hinde na nagaalmusal
Pedro at juan: bakit?? sino ba yung lolo mo??
Totoy: ang lolo ko ay si eagleman!!! hindi nagbrebreakfast si eagleman!!!

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NBI Clearance Applicant: Sir available na ba clearance ko??

NBI: Followup mo na lang after 5 days may kapangalan ka kasi eh

Applicant: Huh?? sino?? ano pangalan???

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A Mom called his son...

Mom: Pauwi ka na ba?? Asan ka na???
Son: andito po ako sa hospital...
His Mom cried: Ano nangyari sa yo????
Son: Nay, Nurse kaya ako!! sabog ka ba???

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Its better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than to just stare at the line for the rest of your life....

---rules sa patintero

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May mga tanong at sgot na hindi magkatugma pero tinatanggap natin ang sagot.
Gaya nito:

Tanong: asan ang nana mo?
Sagot: bakit ho??

Tanong: anong gagawin natin???
Sagot: ikaw??

Tanong: love mo ba ako???
Sagot: ang corny mo!!!

Tanong: asan ka??
Sagot: papunta na!!!

Tanong: Kumain ka na??
Sagot: busog pa ako eh!!!

Tanong: asan na yung wallet ko??
Sagot: nahulog mo lang yun!!!

Tanong: anong trabaho ng nanay mo?
Sagot: sa bahay lang.

Eto hindi tanong:

Pare 1: Ganda ng polo mo ah
Pare 2: A eto? Bigay lang ito!!!

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Piolo: i just need five things to live....

Some friends...

Some food...

Some work...

Some love....

and...

Some...

some Milby....

4ever!!!

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Isang araw, matagal na nakatitig si piglet kay pooh...

Pooh: bakit ka ba ganyan tumitig sa akin??
Piglet: ang taba mo loko, dapat ikaw si piglet eh...

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Sa tindahan

bata: ate, may load po kayo??
tindera: oo meron..
bata: pa-txt nga po :)

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when your lips are silent
and your eyes are closed
and your ears are deaf
it only means one thing....

may discount ka sa jeep

disabled ka friend!!!!
yabang!!! may discount siya!!!

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another survey... fun i guess...

i took it from valentine out of sheer boredom... ^^_ it's actually nice too. random-ish questions.

1. Do you notice when someone is staring at you from across the room?
>> sort of? people have that weird feeling, right?

2. Do you smile at strangers?
>> when i try to talk to them i guess.

3. What kind of clothes do you buy?
>> i seldom go out to but clothes. i hate it. i usually end up with green, brown, or white things though.

4. How many bowls of cereal do you eat in the morning?:
>> depends if there are other dishes on the table.

5. How often do you clean your room?:
>> i don't (recently). that's why it's messy. probably once a month at most i guess.

6. How many days do you normally miss during a school year?
>> i usually don't. i spend most of my time in school.

7. Do you live up north or down south?:
>> i dunno where pasig is relative to the others.

8. Have you ever been to China?:
>> not yet. scheduled trip before the end of may though.

9. Ever played the drums on a steering wheel?
>> i don't think so.

10. Can you roll your tongue?
>> yeah. not in the ultra weird ways though.

11. Were you named after anyone?:
>> my dad, William.

12. Do you own a GPS?:
>> One built in dad's car and the other one i left somewhere else.

13. Do you like egging houses?
>> egging?

14. What kind of cigarettes do you smoke?:
>> whatever people give me.

15. Are you a self-mutilator?
>> i don't think so. i scratch my skin until it bleeds sometimes.

16. Do you find yourself crushing on someone currently?
>> uh yeah.

17. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
>> try to keep that friend, or at least maintain a sort of connection. friends, whether you hate them or love them, are a part of your life.

18. Would life be the same without alcohol?
>> no. ^^_

19. Have you had the best night of your life?
>> i don't know yet. that opinion changes every time.

20. Do you know someone who likes you?
>> i don't think so.

21. Do you still have feelings for anyone from your past?
>> yeah. a bit.

22. Do you have a lot of guy friends?
>> of course i do.

23. When was the last time you did something illegal?
>> what's illegal for you?

24. When was the last time you had Jamba
>> what's a jamba?

25. Did you date anyone this past summer?
>> last summer? yes. this summer? this summer really sucks in that aspect.

26. What color shirt were you wearing when your last kiss took place?
>> green, probably. or nothing.

27. What does your last text message in your inbox say?
>> "I'll be online 9pm - 11pm tnyt". <- this.

28. Do you wear the seatbelt in the car?
>> habit. i don't even notice putting it on.

29. Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?
>> yeah. because of the hair.

30.Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
>> uh sure why not?

31. Is there anyone you hate?
>> not really. just pretend hate.

32. Are you single?
>> unfortunately, yes. school sucks eh.

33. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
>> sober.

34. If somebody hurts you, do you give them a way back in, or blacklist them forever?
>> i tend to forget things really fast.

35. Are you easy to lie to, or do you have a hard time believing people?:
>> depends on who you are to me and how much i trust you. most of the time, i'm just my usual paranoid self.

36. Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
>> yeah, but makes me feel really bad sometimes too.

much fun.

ian told me to take this. format is:

10 things you want to say to 10 unnamed people,

9 things about your self,

8 ways to win your heart,

7 things that cross your mind a lot,

6 stupid things you want to happen before you die,

5 turn ons,

4 turn offs,

3 smilies that describe your life,

2 things you wish you never did, and

1 confession.

here we go:

1. You owe me. Big time. I haven't showed up in a long time, but I know you understand. Sorry.

2. I know I've broken my promises and now I can't even make up for them since I have to go away. Don't worry, i'll be back. Just keep the CD i gave you safe and sound. ^^_

3. Visiting my place in the morning was a surprise, but I'm thankful for it. Thanks for the reminders as well. I guess I owe you a lot, especially after the talk at church.

4. I just want you to drop dead. No, not the agonizing death I wanted you to have at first, i can't take that. Just die. ^^_

5. Thanks for talking to me all the time. Hehe, More webcomics and videojug, i guess?

6. Hello you random spawn of time! Joke. Well, as much as i'd like to talk to you about things, you're barely around. Thanks anyway. I know i can get annoying sometimes so yeah.

7. Thanks for being the one who actually seemed to care when I was down way back. It really meant a lot.

8. You also have to die. You need a long, agonizing death though. I'll see you wherever you end up.

9. Dude! Thanks! You're like my best friend and all. We've been through things, both bad and good. I'm so going to miss you. Don't worry though, i shall still haunt your life.

10. Another person i can talk to, although I really can't relate to you a lot of times. Don't get me wrong, i'm just really not into those things that's all. Hehe.

Nine things about yourself:

1. I have a lot of names: Kevin, William, Eski, Nikhe, Neknek and the likes.

2. I hate insects.

3. I panic real bad when my feet don't touch anything in places like pools or the like.

4. I just screwed my life over.

5. and I'm trying to fix it.

6. I like green and its darker shades.

7. I'm weird i guess.

8. There are times when I get really depressed then happy again.

9. I like sheperd's pie and green iced tea. ^^_


Eight ways to win your heart:

1. Just be nice.

2. Be serious.

3. Not so serious so you'll still be fun.

4. Be sure to be able to beat me up. Or else.

5. Play nice.

6. Have some direction in your life. I'm trying to establish mine.

7. Be open minded in a lot of things.

8. Love weird things.


Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Friends.

2. School and work.

3. Certain someones.

4. Arnis.

5. Starcraft.

6. Warcraft.

7. Music.


Six little stupid things you want to happen to you before you die:

1. Enjoy being with someone.

2. Make them both suffer.

3. See this country prosper.

4. Do something that'll make a lot of people happy.

5. Leave a mark on the world.

6. Do something so I won't have to die.

Five turn offs:

1. Being too serious with small things.

2. Narrow mindedness.

3. Not having any focus.

4. Not caring for other people or this world.

5. Being weirder than i am.

Four turn ons:

1. Really nice.

2. Serious but not too much. Just right.

3. Computer gamer.

4. Sporty person i guess.

Three smilies that describe your life:
1. ^^_

2. \:D/

3. =D


Two things you wish you never did:
1. Tell him.

2. Let go of the other one..

a fun survey taken from kim.

TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A: my fight with jed during the NCR regionals.

Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
A: five... no one uses them though.

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A: righty.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A: uhuh.

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. what counts as heavy?

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
A: by alcohol yes.

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A: yeah. it's amazing what deadlines can do.

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A: uh, i dunno. i like my name already.

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
A: green?

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
A: yeah.

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A: why not? it's a hundred bucks.

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
A: no. how about i'll cut someone else's off?

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A: nope.

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A: ahahaha. no.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A: that one's going to be okay.

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
A: give me a real reason to do so.

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A: ballpen and some coins.

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A: i don't even know what that is.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A: second floor hardwood, first floor carpet and marble.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A: stand.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A: uh, two?

LASTOLOGY

Q: Last person who texted you?
A: jic.

Q: Last person u called?
A: jon.

Q: Person you hugged?
A: one of my admu friends.

FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A: 16

Q: Season?
A: more of breezy, cloudy non-wet days.

Q: Color?
A: green.

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A: a lot.

Q: Mood?
A: strangly calm and relaxed.

Q: Listening to?
A: holly by all time low.

Q: Watching?
A: nothing. i'm surfing.

Q: Worrying about?
A: should i really go to Ateneo de Naga or should i just work?

Q: Wearing?
A: shorts.

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A: cr.

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A: get things going.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: nowadays? not much.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: a lot of people say i'm masungit or something.

it's been five years now...

remember this?::

I've been trying to reach you, because I've got something to say...

but you were talking about just nothing at all, and you were slipping away...

we were crying together, it was a long time ago...

before you walked out the door, and left me this way...

i was hoping you'd hear what i wanted to say...

----- that wasn't even my idea.

stolen from mistress...

1. What is the status of the
last person you texted?
-- taken.

2. What is wrong with you right now?
-- uh, i screwed my life up. fixing it ain't that easy.

3. What happened at 1:00 am today?
-- talking to mistress and gene.

4. When did you last cry?
-- can't remember.

5. why?
-- some stupid guy i guess.

6. What do you want in your life
right now?
-- fix it.

7. Are you happy?
-- in a weird way.

8. What's your perfume?
-- bench sport.

9. Last drink of liquor?
-- uh, last week, tequila.

10. What’s your favorite thing to
have on your bed?
-- the green frog/turtle dinosaur.

11. What do you wear to bed?
-- ...hehehe

12. Do you tend to make relationships
complicated?
-- more like distant.

13. How do you feel about the person
you got this survey from?
-- uh, happy happy.

14. Are you friends with all of your
ex crushes?
-- crushes? no.

15. Whose house did you go to last
night?
-- no one's. >_>

16. What about the night before that?
-- can't remember.

17. Do you like anyone right now?
-- of course i do.

18. Are you bored?
-- not really. actually the opposite.

19. What is the last movie you
watched?
-- i watched kingdom of heaven again last night.

20. What are you excited about?
-- fixing my life.

21. Who was last to touch your butt?
-- uh, can't remember. haha.

22. When you sleep do you dream about
heroin addicts?
-- uh, no. why would i?

23. What’s on your mind right now?
-- which school to pick.

24. Who was the last person to make
you cry?
-- some guy.

25. Name someone whose name starts
with the letter \"R.\"
-- roffles.

26. Do you care what others think
about you?
-- right now? not that much.

27. Do you trust people easily?
-- yes, sadly.

28. Do you think you'll be
married in 10 years?
-- aha. no way.

29. Would you kiss the last person
you kissed?
-- uh, why not?

30. What do you look forward to in
the next 3 months?
-- japan and vietnam trips.

31. Who was the last person you
called?
-- ralph.

32. Who was the last missed call?
-- some agent woman.

33. What's your ring tone?
-- perpetually silent.

34. Do you plan on moving out within
the next year?
-- i can't yet.

35. What were you doing at 5pm last
Friday?
-- with team. training i think.

okay.

it's 4:42 and i still can't sleep... thanks to those who keep me company... best time of the day...

just too much...

i know i can't complain and i don't have the right to say anything about it...

but what they want is just too much...

they're doing everything to take my mind off current matters but they want to take it away from me...

i'm grateful...

i'd rather they cut my arms off...

i hate this...

random thing 2 (no, not a comic strip)

got this from mistress... it's from facebook i think... there's a link at the bottom. (link not working. just look for it in facebook.)

Longstaff

The Longstaff is perfect for people like you who only react upon other's attacks. This is not really effective as an offensive weapon, but is really effective in parrying various attacks and disrupting stances because of its size. Your adaptive personality will work best with the Longstaff because its usage will vary greatly depending on your opponents' weapon.

random thing.

http://www.questionablecontent.net/view.php?comic=10

last box at the bottom...

*104 THINGS ABOUT ME* from vanie...

*104 THINGS ABOUT ME* stolen from vanie...
(001) Your gender: Male.
(002) Straight/gay/bi?: Bi.
(003) Single?/want to be single? Single haha.
(004) Want to be?: a bum business guy?
(005) Age?: 18. haha.
(006) Age you wish you were?: 16. i liked it back then.
(007) Your height?: 5'5" T_T
(008) Your eye color?: brown.
(009) Any piercings?: none.
(010) Any tattoos?: none.
*DO YOU*
(011) Smoke: minsan.
(012) Drink: minsan lang din.
(013) Do drugs: no way. haha.
(014) Read the newspaper: at least once a day?
(015) Talk to strangers who IM you: uh, no.
(016) Take walks in the rain: sometimes, i don't really have a choice.
(017) Drive: don't have a car tho.
(018) Hurt yourself: yeah.
(019) Have a job: sort of.
(020) Like who you are: uh, yeah, somewhat.
(021) Consider love a mistake: not really. the world needs it.
(022) Base your judgement on looks alone: nope.
(023) Do you like/love someone?: yes yes yes. T_T
*HAVE YOU EVER*
(024) Been caught doing some thing your weren't supposed to be doing?: uhuh.
(025) Been in love: -.-; o.-; o.o; o.O", O.O why yes.
(026) Done drugs: nope.
(027) Gone skinny dipping: hahahaha no.
(028) Had a surgery: yeap.
(029) Played strip poker: nope.
(030) Gotten beat up: not really..
(031) Been on stage: yeah.
(032) Slept outdoors: boy scout days.
(033) Pulled an all-nighter: yeah, grrr.
(034) Talked on the phone all night: i don't like talking on the phone that much.
(035) Had an X-ray: yeah.
(036) Had detention: i don't think that's allowed in our schools.
(037) Been suspended: nope.
(038) Been Expelled: not yet. hopefully not.
(039) Slept all day: yeah.
(040) Killed someone: uuh, in what context?
(041) Made out with a stranger: stranger...? hehe. i don't think so.
(042) Had sex with a stranger? bakit naman stranger?
(043) Kissed the same sex: uuuh
(044) Done anything sexual with the same sex? uuuh
(045) Been betrayed: yeah
(046) Broken the law: sometimes. stupid things.
(047) Been arrested: No
(048) Been on radio/TV: yeah. hehe. MCC days
(049) Been in a mosh-pit: what's that?
(050) Had a nervous breakdown: almost.
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: yeah.
(052) Owned a pair of big sunglasses: nope.
(053) Worn a huge hat: wizard hat nung kinder.
(054) Judged other people by their clothing: yeah. sadly.
(055) Been told you have good taste: uuh, haha.
(056) Been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted?: yeah.
(057) Been used?: in what context?
(058) Been in an abusive relationship?: yeah?
*DO YOU BELIEVE IN*
(059) Life on other planets: why not?
(060) Miracles: yeap.
(061) Astrology: Nope.
(062) Magic: Nope.
(063) God: yeah.
(064) The Devil: yeah.
(065) True Love: love is always true. if it ain't, it ain't love..
(066) Ghosts: Yes
(067) Rebirth: resurrection yes, rebirth, i dunno.
(068) Love at first sight: nope.
(069) Ying and Yang?: yeap. balance.
(070) Witches: the witch with a b instead of a w.
(071) The Easter Bunny: what that?
(072) Santa Clause: yeah, st. nicholas. haha.
*LAST PERSON*
(073) That turned you on: like i'm going to put that here.
(074) To disappoint you: myself?
(075) You saw a movie with: revin and janvin.
(076) You talked to on the phone: Jic.
(077) You talked to on text message: Steph.
(078) You talked to on IM: Toy.
(079) That made you smile: i can't remember smiling for the past few days.
(080) That made you laugh: same as above..
(081) That saw you cry: my dad.
(082) That bought you something: Ralph. haha. cookie.
(083) That danced with you: uuh, can't remember. that usually happens when i'm drunk.
*The Whats*
(084) What do you find romantic?: depends on the person. everyone has their own way of charming people.
(085) What is best about the opposite sex?: they're nice.
(086) what turns you off?: someone na masyadong into him/herself.
(087) What is the last present someone got you?: new year. some gift from a friend.
(088) What makes you happy?: lots of things. happy people for instance.
(089) What is your Birthdate?: September 16. same as one of the most important people in my life.
(090) What is your favorite movie?: can't decide.
(091) What is your favorite band?: road of major!!!
(092) What types of movies/shows do you like?: show's like that 70's show and grey'sanatomy. some animes too.
(093) What is your favorite season?: i dunno. yung part ng year na windy, cloudy and cool without the rain.
(094) What is your favorite month?: february. the weather i think.
(095) What is your favorite Holiday?: Christmas. our reunions are fun.
(096) What is your favorite language?: Filipino.
(097) What is your favorite thing to do?: depends. depends.
(098) What is your favorite color(s)?: green!
*The Who's*
(099) Your BEST friend(s): lots. pero siguro si Jic.
(100) The one person you can trust with any thing?: Jic.
(101) Your favorite singer?: Kitagawa Kenichi
(102) Your favorite Actor?: i don't even know their names.
(103) Your favorite Actress?: same as above.
(104) Your favorite President?: i have to agree with steph, marcos. pero without the human rights violations and stealing.

She is the Ruler of the World!!!

True, Elizabeth Tan's tests are hellishly hard and she has her eccentric ways, but she is still one hell of a good teacher...

Since today is our last class/test from her, i just thought it fitting to post an entry about today...

Class: she's late... what do we get if she does not show up for our finals? A? F?

---after 10 minutes---

Ms. Tan: okay, everyone, i want nothing but your pens with you. everything in front.

Ms. Tan: NOTHING. no tissue. not even that piece of paper, whatever. (test permits)

Ms. Tan: okay, We shall all start and end at the same time. you have 30 minutes to answer this test.

Class: (o.O)

we shall be missing her...

Gundam 00 episode 24 = OH YEAH

honestly, I thought that gundam 00 would be cheesy like those previous gundams...

well this ep proved me wrong...

don't think of me as a morbid kid but having an episode where like half of the characters in story die in such "normal" ways (the guy who had his leg and arm flesh twisted like cotton candy was okay), that's like, wow...

and no more overpowered non-dying characters... thank the stars...

well, it was way cool... one more episode left for season one... oh well...

things...

1. i'm actually gaining weight again... starting to pig out because of work... crap...

2. someone told me that i tend to be like the people i hate... wth...

3. my parents are bringing me into real estate... i wonder if it's fun...

貴方がひどいですよ。。。

貴方はあのう日の夢。。。
すかして、いつも貴方がばしょう、僕は凍りつく。。。

another one... survey again...

stolen from Kara...

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
- Erin...

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
- yeah, i still do...

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
- chi's mix...

4. What was your FIRST job?
- part time in a convinience store...

5. What was your FIRST car?
- i don't have one yet... >_>

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
- umaga pa lang eh... wala pa halos gising...

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
- mom... ginising niya ko eh...

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
- ms. nancy collado ata...

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
- united states...

10. Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them?
- i can't remember the guy... hahaha... some kid in pasig...

11. What was your FIRST sport played?
- soccer...

12. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
- cousin's house...

13. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
- as in matinong conversation..? paolo...

14. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
- my parents... late yung church wedding nila...

15. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
- cover my head with a pillow...

16. Where was your FIRST vacation?
- batangas with the jellyfishes...

17. FIRST tattoo or piercing?
- ... whut..?

18. FIRST foreign country you went to?
- united states...

19. What was your FIRST run in with the law?
- i dunno... mabait akong bata...

20. When was your FIRST detention?
- mabait nga akong bata nung highschool at gradeschool...

21. What was the FIRST state you lived in?
- Pasig City nalang kasi walang states dito...

22. Who was the FIRST person to break your heart?
- Jo/Kazan...

23. Who was your FIRST roommate?
- my borthers lol...

24. Where did you go on your FIRST limo ride?
- uuh... wala pa...

anu ba to?

my other subjects are doing okay now...

i've been working hard...

my training has suffered, and i've been neglecting my friends and family...

but i'm still failing theo...

i don't want to get kicked out just because of theo...

i still have one more shot...

but seriously, this is not good....

an experiment...

the wind was blowing really hard,

everyone told him it was stupid to sail tonight,

but he still went on...

now, no one can hear him,

right when he needed them...

he cast down the anchor to steady the boat,

but there was no point casting an anchor

in the middle of the deep, dark sea...

holding on to the anchor was wrecking the boat,

but he still kept it there in the hope that

it'll give him a better chance...

in the end there was nothing he could do,

he was no better than a drop in that ocean...

still, he held on to the anchor,

even when the boat was already sinking...

maybe he just wanted to die or lost his mind,

but he still held onto the anchor,

the anchor just pulled him down...

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There you go. || please send me yours lol.

i can't believe i forgot...

UT SINT MINORES

how could've i been so stupid???

i know it is...

it's the last lap of the race...

or maybe it's not...

look for the guy with the shit letter...

the finish line's there...

two.

i never got to go to where i wanted to,

to do something i needed to...

but as i was walking through the rain on this gloomy day,

i knew the clouds were only in my mind,

and inside, a last ray of sunlight was still shining through...

one.

your existence disturbs my reality...