an experiment...

the wind was blowing really hard,

everyone told him it was stupid to sail tonight,

but he still went on...

now, no one can hear him,

right when he needed them...

he cast down the anchor to steady the boat,

but there was no point casting an anchor

in the middle of the deep, dark sea...

holding on to the anchor was wrecking the boat,

but he still kept it there in the hope that

it'll give him a better chance...

in the end there was nothing he could do,

he was no better than a drop in that ocean...

still, he held on to the anchor,

even when the boat was already sinking...

maybe he just wanted to die or lost his mind,

but he still held onto the anchor,

the anchor just pulled him down...

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There you go. || please send me yours lol.

i can't believe i forgot...

UT SINT MINORES

how could've i been so stupid???

i know it is...

it's the last lap of the race...

or maybe it's not...

look for the guy with the shit letter...

the finish line's there...

two.

i never got to go to where i wanted to,

to do something i needed to...

but as i was walking through the rain on this gloomy day,

i knew the clouds were only in my mind,

and inside, a last ray of sunlight was still shining through...

one.

your existence disturbs my reality...

Dante's Inferno Test thing...

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

20 x 2 x 200 = 8000 meters... haha.

seriously fun training day. even though i felt like i was almost going to die or faint, i managed to pull through. haha.

our coach asked us to run back and forth inside the martial arts center (approx 20 meters, one way) two hundred times. it was actually fun, but really tiring... i finished with around 5 minutes left on the one hour counter... haha...

oh well. i guess it made me hyper-ish. haha.

maybe...

maybe i just really forget to think sometimes...

i guess i'm too... impulsive...

oh well...

it's weird...

I. that of all the people annoy me, i got angry at the guy who actually did something good.

II. that the girl i didn't pay much attention to was the one who actually cared.

III. that the guy i used to hate the most is the one who actually listens to me.

i've been thinking; to these three people i give my apologies and thanks...

it's february after all...

私わ悲しいですよ。。。

ひびけこのこえよ！

ひびけこのこころよ！

tidbit 1...

when you strike true, the world itself strikes with you...