That's exactly how i feel right now... Life unworthy of life... I'm such an idiot... Why am I like this..? I don't get it... I wanna live another life... I wish that I'm not who I am now... You know why...? It's because I'm such a pathetic person, friend and human being... (yes, being a person and a human being are two different things...)
Yeah, yeah, yeah... People I know would say that I'm so emo... You don't even get what I'm feeling, it's not funny anymore... Fine, call it whatever you want... It's not as if I even care anymore... You guys are lucky... You get most of the good things that really matter...
It really pains me that I am be this stupid... The first semester of my college life just ended... Instead of happy goodbyes and hopes for a good next sem, I get to freaking insult my friend and everything ends with a sad parting... See that..? If i could have just shut up everything would've been okay... I know what to call it... One big fucking screw up...
It really, really sucks... I care for my friends a lot... They're very important to me... But then why do I keep on hurting and annoying them..?
I dunno why I even have friends... You know what..? A useless, freaky and ugly faggot like me doesn't deserve anything... Do me some good and don't be nice 'cause I'll just ruin your life... Got that..?
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