Can you..?

i'm really tired... physically, mentally and emotionally...

too many commitments have taken their toll on me...

but not so much as those people who do not value those commitments...

wouldn't it be nice if people would either help me or just leave me alone..?

and i miss those people who do understand me...

it's kind of ironic that i'm the one who didn't value what was theirs...

i guess it goes both ways...

i wonder where my old self has gone..?

i wish my old life would come back to me...

or i could make a new one for myself...

it seems that i always end up trying to help people but can't...

maybe it's true that you really can't give what you don't have...

i'm just really sorry...

you know who you are...

and i hate you...

and again...

i just wish i could make everyone around me happy...

or just make them go away...

or maybe not...

i don't know...

see..?