First post? What do i do...?

I think I'll just post this story for now... I made it for Literature13 class...

"Why are you so sad? I’ve never seen you like this before. I’m not sad. I’m just thinking. You said before that you’re never sad especially when I’m around. You always had a smile on your face. You know that always made my day. I don’t know. Things change, I suppose. Anyway, how’s life? I don’t know. I don’t feel like myself. You know that going with the flow was never my thing. Well, that seems to be what you’re doing. Seeing you like this makes sad. Are you sure you’re okay? Yeah. I’m okay. Just a little troubled. You’re not okay. Come on, why won’t you tell me? I left you even though I told you I love you. Why do you still care so much? I think I know what the problem is. I don’t think so. I know more about you than you think. But you’ll never know what I’m feeling right now. I do nikhe, I do. I don’t think that’s possible. We’ve known each other for so long and yet you still say that? I know you’re a nice person and you’re just tired of loving the world. I still do. But I feel like crying now. I’m so messed up. I end up disappointing and annoying people when I try to do good things. I know it’s me who’s at fault. I’ve changed, somewhat. I see. You sound hurt. People judge me even if they don’t know me. They don’t know the enemies that lay me at your feet. They don’t know that I still cry at night. Open your eyes and look at me crying. Why are you crying? I know what it feels like to be neglected and be left alone. I also know what it feels like to be asked to show feelings you’ve never experienced. To be asked to give what you don’t have. It’s so hard. I know that’s what love really is but still, it’s so hard. That’s the point. That’s what love really is. We both have to keep on going. Don’t worry; I’ll always be here for you. You know, I don’t feel so bad anymore. You’re really nice, did you know that? Thanks. That’s what real friends do. Thanks."

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